Blue Monday . . .

What a terrible football weekend....my beloved Steelers are not playing up to par and they better get it together FAST or we're gonna be playing catch up the rest of the year. Big Ben is the key factor in my books. He's off his mark, Hines couldn't catch shit and even my heart throb Troy isn't making any big plays. What is going on w/these men??? Very frustrating to watch.

So, Grey's didn't disappoint. I swear I love that show and for Christina to tell Meredith that she was dark and twisty showed again, that the writers are geniuses. Don't we all have that dark and twisty side though . . . . I hate to admit it but I know my dark side comes out quite often. Like when I see someone fall, why can't I just go help that person, why is it that I immediately laugh (see, D&T); or when I watch a movie like Kill Bill and see an eyeball being plucked from the villains eye as she thrashes on the floor in pain and I'm cracking up while everyone else is watching in horror (D&T); or when I get the email that's titled "how I quit smoking" and it's a quick video showing a handful of people out on a balcony smoking, and some guy is ready to walk out with them, when all of a sudden, the balcony falls off the building with everyone possibly falling to their deaths....yeah, you got it, I'm LOL in my office instead of feeling sorry for all those smokers....(D&T).

I'm not proud of this side of me, but it is who I am. So what makes you D&T??