I am . . . .

I AM: a mother of a 21 year old today - Steven Anthony born 3:08 a.m. June 28, 1985! How is this possible??

I SAID: "I don't ever want to be pregnant again!!" cry, cry, cry as the doc has his hand up my como se llama, twisting the little buggar because he decided that he didn't like the internal monitor they stuck on his little head....so he decided he'd show them they weren’t going to mess with him in the womb....that was his room!

I WANT: my sons to be happy - to not regret and to make only good choices for themselves.

I NEED: them to be the men of God that I've tried to raise them to be, but do it joyfully, and without guilt, because we all make mistakes.

I WISH: to be married again, to someone I adore and who will adore me. James Dobson wrote "I remember being in Sunday school class when I was young and our teacher told us once to not marry the one you can live with, but the one you can't live without."

I HATE: such a strong word, but just to play along, I'd say I hate the people of this world who bring terror to children, or those who try to terrorize innocent people because of their misguided religious beliefs. Yeah, I hate that.

I MISS: having sex!

I FEAR: growing old without a partner, and not having sex!

I HEAR: that you shouldn't take life so seriously because no one gets out alive anyway!

I WONDER: what my future daughter in laws will be like? My prayer is that they'll be encouraging to both my sons and that they'll always be able to make them laugh.

I REGRET: not being a better wife.

I AM NOT: someone that takes life too seriously...if I can't have fun, what's the point?

I DANCE: best with my girls...dogology, fag and gebes are the best dance partners a girl could ask for.

I SING: horribly, but I play a mean air bass guitar!

I AM NOT ALWAYS: in the mood to talk. Sometimes people need to recognize the signs and stay away.

I MAKE: a mean lasagna!

I WRITE: because it soothes me.

I CONFUSE: myself....all the time....over analyzing.

I SHOULD: exercise more often...just walking to get my heart rate going. I know I'd feel better.

I START: every morning with a poop! No constipation here!

I FINISH: every night with a face wash, teeth brushed and a thanks to God for my life.

I BELIEVE: in the Lord Jesus Christ. He's my savior and I'll see him someday!

I KNOW: this is true because His word is real. Just the mention of His name invokes real passion from those who know him and those who don't.

I CAN: do anything if I set my mind to it, I just choose not to put my mind to some of those things that feel like a man should do them.

I CAN'T: lose weight...I've kept it the same for over 10 years (give or take 5 lbs.) but maybe it's more of I just don't want to make that commitment 'cause I know how hard it was last time I did it.

I SEE: so much better now that lasik surgery became a part of my life almost two years ago. I was legally blind before the surgery.

I BLOG: because my baby girl (ms. Brit) got me addicted. She's truly one of the most gifted writers out there in blog land.

I READ: to take me to another place - so mostly fiction.

I AM AROUSED BY: an engineer who visits quite often...that smile, those eyes, that ass....and forget about those emails!

IT PISSES ME OFF: when a stupid ass driver decides she ('cause it usually is) wants to drive in the fast lane instead of moving her stupid slow ass over to let me get by!

I FIND: that when I'm down, I can call any one of my friends and they'll either join me in my funk or they'll get me out of it and either way, it's all good!

I LIKE: to try new foods...going to new restaurants and enjoy trying new wines.

I LOVE: the thought of being in love. I also love the beach and will be there in two days!